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Taihem
their life will go on if you die. so they'll go on if you do that thing you want to do right now (c)

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2016-03-24 в 11:38 

Bats
Stormglass, what they do with their lives is their choice.
But if you kill yourself, it will surely stop your own life. If you are so desperate, you can try to change your life so that it is the way you enjoy. Even if others think you should live your life the other way round - again, it is their choice, not yours!

2016-03-24 в 11:39 

Taihem
Dana Eilian, well that was a quotation anyway. and I' not suicidal at the moment...

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2016-03-24 в 11:41 

Bats
Stormglass, oh good, I've started to worry

2016-03-24 в 12:41 

Taihem
Dana Eilian, thank you, that was unexpected.
you don't know me and even if I kill myself (or stop existing in some other way) that will have no influence on your life whatsoever...
why worry? people die...

I sense some gap in my logic there but I can't find it...

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2016-03-24 в 12:46 

Bats
Stormglass, I read your blog, I somewhat care about you. Not only about you - about everyone I read. Of course, people do die and I am also going to die some day. But losing someone I know is worrying anyway.

2016-03-24 в 12:54 

Taihem
thank you for talking to m e. that was really unexpected. in y book you're the ideal person that i should be (money / freedom / professionalism)

you know I often think - why do I need to live when there is so many wonderful people who already do things, and they do it better than me.
so it's twice as unexpected to get the validation from someone who is ieal to me. like, "what, are you serious? do I even register on your radar?"
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2016-03-24 в 13:06 

Bats
Stormglass, we are both equally valuable human beings. You are very intelligent, I like talking to you. In my value system you are a great person to talk to because you are logical, intelligent and say interesting things. I like that you question the world.

2016-03-24 в 13:20 

Taihem
Dana Eilian, I think I still have to grasp the iea of greatness+equality.
I rarely see people as equal.
well there is one situation in which I feel equal to all human beings but I don't live like that...
thank you for paying me complients. noone called me logical before...

I guess I don't question the world , I just want to find my place there. I have some examples of people who done that and I want to be like themm. it's another level of existence..

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2016-03-24 в 18:54 

Bats
Stormglass, thank you.
For me, happy life is about learning to appreciate what you have, all those nice little things around and inside, rather then about striving to be a superperson and accomplishing something nearly impossible.

2016-03-24 в 19:00 

Taihem
Dana Eilian, oh my god, appreciation is so hard for me.. there is omething like "i dont deserve that" about it... omething humiliating..
uh-oh, a lot of issues..
and all that after 10 years of one on one sesion and some group therapy not to mention meditation/yoga and sso on

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2016-03-24 в 19:06 

Bats
Stormglass, just do the appreciation on a continuous basis and you'll see the results.
Speaking about 10 years in therapy, changes accumulate. In my experience, they do not happen gradually, they come in waves.

2016-03-24 в 19:25 

Taihem
Dana Eilian, let's hope )
appreciation is great but not from the place "universe is against me" )

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2016-03-24 в 19:32 

Irit
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Your death would've left a huge gap in my life. Just sayin'.

2016-03-24 в 19:59 

Taihem
Dana Eilian, feeling really honored )

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2016-03-24 в 20:11 

Taihem
Irit, ow. I didnt mean I'm going to kill myself anytime soon
thats just the way of thinking that can allow myself to do soething I need and get out of that "I can't do that because..." framework

thank you for just sayin that. I always operate inder the presumption that I'm invisible and I'm forgotten when out of sight

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2016-03-24 в 20:22 

Irit
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Stormglass, that's good (for me, egotistically so)).
You can allow yourself to do anything you need to do. I'm just kinda clearing my take on the matter. ) In my case, the symptoms that things have gotten worse are usually that I know that people would mourn my absence but I don't care if they would go on or whatever. When I catch this state, I start to worry. If that doesn't make me worry, it means things got really screwed.

2016-03-24 в 20:29 

Taihem
Irit, talk to me sometimes if you can.. I need that -_-

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2016-03-24 в 20:34 

Irit
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Stormglass, as soon as my migraine ceases.

2016-03-24 в 20:38 

Taihem
Irit, no i mean in general... not just now )

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